Thursday, December 24
heyy !!
just writinq sometinq down here ..
hmms ..
well ..
i've just finished learninq to play three new sonqz ..
Nur Atiqah,,
Dayah nn
Duka Dalam Rindu ..
learned but not yet mastered ..
hopinq to do so somehow ..
haiz ..
its lyke 5 in th morninq now ..
so fuckinq bored ..
hahaxx ..
cant sleep ..
but luckily i have some chocolates to help myself ..
hahaxx .. XD
almost ferqot its Christmas ..
but why isnt it snowinq ??
bcoz im in Sinqapore ..
hahaxx ..
( so lame .. -_-" )
yeah i noe ..
well den ..
happie Christmas to ya'll freakz !!
no offence thouqh .. :)
im celebratinq it wit th bar of chocolates ..
all fer myself ..
wakaka !! XD
shattered`* 12:47
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Saturday, December 19
heyy !!
just updatinq my bloqq here ..
well ferst tinq ishh ..
i pass my 'N'-levels ..
just by a bit ..
i qot 18 points where the criteria ishh 19 points ..
(Enqlish, Maths nn 3 other subjects)
i qot 3 fer Enqlish,
4 fer Maths,
5 fer Combined Humanities,
4 fer Science(Phy/Chem)
nn 2 fer Desiqn nn Technoloqy ..
i was extremely impress at my D&T ..
nn dissapointed at my Science ..
i could have done better ..
nn i qot notinq fer both Malay ..
as i was absent fer Listeninq Compre fer Malay ..
so ya it was relievinq to pass ..
so all tat nn i qot to Sec 5 ..
but 1 major prob ..
tiz morninq i was suppose to qo to skewl ..
i tot it was just a Principal tok ..
so i plan to make an excuse of not qoin ..
the excuse was to say tat i wasn't allowed bcoz my hair was dyed ..
or i was not feelinq well as i was cauqht in the rain ..
hahaxx ..
BUT !!
it was to reqister my name into the system !!
nn i didn't qo !!
FUCK !!
so now i plan on callinq up the skewl nn request ..
i realli wanted to qo Sec 5 ..
it the best "short-cut" to Poly ..
so tatz all about my plan on studies ..
nn as fer my ambition ..
which ishh soccer ..
2moro i qot a match at my skewl ..
at 9am ..
but it ishh fer the team im playinq ..
Real Flamenqo FC ..
so i hope on qettinq to play the whole qame ..
if not den startinq 11 ..
BUT !!
i injured my toe ..
nn it fuckinq hurts when i kick the ball ..
so i hope tat it will qet a bit better 2moro .
so ya tatz it ..
hmms ..
kae now fer relationship ..
i in the process of breakinq of wit my GF ..
but criuzly tokinq i don't have th heart to do so ..
i asked fer a break-up
but in the end im th one in pressure ..
maybe it bcoz i still love her ??
nn i dont her to take the wronq wroad
nn in the end waste her lyfe ..
coz i can see it of her if u understand ..
so i dont want tat to happen ..
nn i badly missh her ..
but i still believe in movinq on without her ..
but i dont her to feel hurt ..
i still care fer her ..
so now im feelinq th pressure ..
nn now im fuckinq confuse ..
shattered`* 09:23
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Wednesday, December 16
well ..
i dont realli noe how to sae tiz but ..
i tinq its tyme i bweak my relations wit her ..
idk ..
ferst off ..
i noe i alwaes dont have any pp8,,
but i still will contact her somehow ..
but its a wonder why when other quys mcq her,,
she qot pp8 but not when i mcq her ..
sial aqh !!
okae ..
i dont fully believe her when she saes tat she will stop mcq other JANTAN !!
bcoz i cauqht her loads of tyme b4 ..
nn when im around she pretends not to do so ..
just lyke last tyme when she was "pretendinq" ..
okae i used to be mcqin with all sorts of qerls ..
but i was sinqle back den so it dont realli matter, riqht ?
tatz why now im lazy to top up my hp ..
i noe myself well ..
if i mcq her nn she dont reply,, i will start to mcq other qerls ..
truthful enouqh ??
well .. riqht now i tinq she just top up her hp ..
but still not a sinqle mcq ..
haiz ..
cant believe tiz ishh happenin to me all over aqain ..
why must it be me all the tyme ..
wad fuckinq wronq did i do sia !!
i tinq love isnt a tinq fer me ..
im still lucky i have my fwenz who treat me lyke a brother ..
if not i tinq im done ..
secondly, i lost hope in her ..
i dont noe wad affair she has in Balam but i dont realli care ..
no lonqer do ..
after all tiz ishh done ..
she will be free as a bird to flirt with whoever the fuck she wants,,
date with whichever motherfucker,,
bweak another fuckers heart ..
well ..
i believe my final decision ishh tiz :
1. bweak off wif her .
2. find a job .
3. nvr fall in love .
~alyp lonerboii~
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shattered`* 09:37
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Friday, December 11
heyy !!
well i wanna share sumtinq bout todae ..
well recently i stole a handphone frem a quy i dislike ..
he placed it sumwhere inside th electrical box ..
so i took it nn took off ..
i told about it to Cine, Bob, Belle, Erul nn Apit ..
well that was th mistake ..
Cine nn th quy,, Blackie,, are so-called "brothers" ..
coz they are in the same qanq ..
but before he knew i asked hym wad if he found th hp ..
he told me tat he would sell it ..
is tiz wad u call "brother" ??
HA HA !!
in th end he busted me ..
so Ben a fwen of Blackie sound me ..
so i continue to keep up wit my act of innocence ..
den just now at th basketball court,,
Blackies "brothers" all tok to me nn they said Cine busted my ass ..
Cine came to me nn said
nn i knew at tat tyme my act was over so i handed over th phone ..
"sorie aqh lep .. aquu nan Blackie brother siol"
den i said i wanted to tok to hym personally ..
but he said to tok in front of hys "brothers" ..
so i tot 'okae .. no biq'
i asked hym about why he disturb me everytyme all ..
den he said it was play2 onlie ..
but all th way we tok he kinda stammer a bit ..
but i didnt noe whether he was scared or he is realli lyke tat ..
well doesnt matter niwaes ..
now th problem ishh over nn i dont qet a sinqle punishment frem dem ..
maybe its bcoz they still see me a close member or just bcoz i was th qood quy ..
or simple enouqh i didnt have any qanq affiliations ..
well another tinq my fwen told me was tat
if a person frem qanq A were to bully a person who dont join in any qanq
other qanq lyke qanq B or C will look down on dem ..
so i quess wad Blackie did miqht be a shame to other qanq members ..
so tatz why they didnt do anitinq to me ..
well wadever it ishh im qrateful tat im fyne ..
o'rite qotta qo sleep now ..
qot soccer traininq 2moro ..
byes .. till next tyme ..
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shattered`* 10:06
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Thursday, December 3
heyy quys !!
quess wad ??
i still havent buy any pair of soccer boots .. -.-"
well fer ur info,,
we lost 5-1 to the Summer Griffins ..
well i onie played the ferst half ..
ferst half was 0-0 ..
but once the coach sub me out 2 mins after kick-off
they scored the ice-breaker ..
there was one own qoal in between the five qoals ..
by Khairi .. hahaxx ..
to tell you the truth ..
i predicted the match the way it is ..
we were to lost,,
we manaqed to score a qoal,,
nn in the end we're still happie about it ..
hahaxx ..
niwaes next match cominq up on tiz Sundae ..
wanna come nn watch anibody ??
hahaxx ..
as if .. pfft !!
i tinq i'd better qo now ..
my tummys qrumblinq fer some sacrifice ..
hahaxx ..
o'rite ..
see ya suckers !!
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shattered`* 19:10
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