heys readers .
hmms,
idk wad to tok about eceli .
lets start wit sumtinq tat happen yesterdae aites .
i went to Plaza SG .
i went there wit Fahmyie, Wan Acai, Wan Cycaq nn Akit Sasao .
there was a dance competition .
but we miz it .
hahax .
so in th end we just took picz around there .
tpi pt sane SAHSUEY laqh !
all five of us kene saman by HSA sia !
th quy said min. $30 max. $300 .
rabaq per ?
niwaez since its my ferst tyme so hrap2 saman $30 jeq .
some more i qot no black record .
haiya stress sak .
mane nq qy corek duet tu sak .
but we lauqh it off .
den rokok acai beli laqyk .
nie kali HSA saman laqyk skali .
tpi cume Acai jeq .
kecyan dye .
nn we met a few other fwenz .
ferst my old skewl fwen .
Fifi nn qanq .
cheyy mkin lawa laqh dye . hahax .
den jmpe Ekyn nqan Appie .
kecoh uqh drnq tq kene saman pdehal kte nan drnq siot .
tqpe2 tu naseb krnq uqh .
dh nq malam jeq kte qy jalan2 pt town .
nan bakal-mataer Fahmyie . hahax .
dye yq ajak so we tagged alonq .
den Fahmyie nn "ehem dye" kcao me wit a qerl .
name dye Shamimi aqaknyer .
coz b4 tat i joked wit Fahmyie bout th qerl .
sayinq "tu nyer mcm bleyy knl2 jeq . hahax . "
but at last tq dpt bobal pon .
hahax . paisheyy uqh .
dh lame tq uat kerje knl2 nieq sumerq .
halohalo !
hmms,
wana share a few thinqz rite now .
ferstly, my kaki qereks are M.I.A.
sumerq ilanq entaqh ke mane .
now im startinq to be lyke last tyme .
beinq a lonerboii .
secondly,
to all those who seem tat i've chanqed,
im sorie but i did it intentionally .
to me, u quyz have chanqed so i just follow suit .
nn dont put th blame on other ppl bcoz of my chanqe .
tatz just my will .
u quyz wan me to be lyke last tyme,
i can do it but u quyz shud do sumtinq bout urselves ferst.
aniwae u noe whom im referinq to .
but tanqz to those who still treat me as a fwen .
appreacite it, althouqh i dont show it .
thirdly,
to tat both tat chikaro .
i dont noe which to fall in love wit .
coz to me bothh of u have too much secrets.
nn tiz secrets arent bout family matters .
nor is it bout fwenz .
but its just sumtinq else .
when i listen to my heart,
it just tells me to move on without either of u .
so im confuse rite now .
niwaes we'll just see what will happen aites .
lastly,
'O' levels Malay paper ish 3 more dayz !!
i dont tinq i can cope wit tiz .
malay ishh my worse subject .
nn i've not been studyinq well .
so scared .
haix .
wish me luck quyz .
pray fer me in tiz .
reali appreacite it if u quyz do .
well i tinq i'm qonnq study till th morn .
just qotta have hope .
niwaes i believe tatz it .
hope u quyz/qerlz come aqain .
**now i'm qonna do wadz best fer me
Labels: i love you but i don't .
heys !!
sape2 bace nieq, nieq alyp .
im back fer a while frem th lonq vacation . hahax !
nie feeqa uqh bisinq jeq . alerrmaq !
but tanqz ehk feeqa . hahax !
tiz pic ishh crredited to bbysu,
niwaes tiz ish sort of my new "look" quys .
okae actualy i dont noe wad to write .
hmms ..
recently ade outinq nan bdq2 taqqed .
we went to ecp . it was fun eventually .
at ferst tq knal uqh .
so dtq muke sardine . satu pon tq knal,
except bionic nn hellqurl - we related, duh !
then i tried to tok one by one .
but manaqe onlie a few .
but overall, all of them were friendly .
then slowly it started pourinq .
punyer laqh lebat . mcm kiamat doh !
seram-seram .
kte sumerq dh kesejukan nn hujan tq stop,
so kte continue bbq nn other stuff in the rain .
cool uqh bbq in th rain !
then sumone had a fall . kecyan .
sempat uat 360 spin . wakaka !
well tat was it . we interacted over th nite till th morn .
beyy smlm me nn watiyy overnite uma bbysu .
her mum invited us over fer a movie .
th movies were Niyanq Rapik, Adnan Sempit, Bohsia & V3 .
most of them cite pcl mat-rempit .
qerek uqh . ade fries nn biscuits .
nn juqak ade lappy bbysu to surf th net .
but theres sumtinq i found out while surfinq .
i look at bbysu nyer bloq & journal pt taqqed,
it was somewhat funny .
now she more talkative . hahax .
exactly wad she promise me .
since her promise was kept, i tried too .
another problem inside her house was we dare not smoke .
kene kluar uma senyap2 aru leyy berasap .
around 5 or 6, we snapped a photo of bbysu nqah tdor .
hahahaha !
qotcha .
but we will not spread th photo .
dont worrie ehk bbysu .
tiz ishh th messaqe to th other qerl .
u noe who u are .
i just wanna say tat i still love u .
BUT ..
since u seem too complicated now daez .
pt tagged it was u with another quy .
tat tyme u showed me a photo of another quy .
den now u say u care fer me .
well tiz ishh wad i wan frem u .
1. fiqure out who u truly love .
2. tell me who th real quy ishh .
3. if ur happie, im happie . so be happie wit th choice .
okae . it hurts to sae tiz but
erase away all th memories so tat u can move on aites .
i tawu u bleyy lbih happie wit 'tat' quy .
so ya . hope to see u aqain kae .
hmms .
so far i tinq tatz all tatz been happeninq .
except fer nearly beinq cauqht dri ampai !!
nn qettinq into a fiqht pt street soccer .
tatz all im leavinq u quys wit rite now .
but i'll be back soon .
tanqz aqain feeqa .
hasta la vista !!
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