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Friday, December 31

hello and welcome 2011 !! haha ! so in th end i went to celebrate th new year at Sinqapore Flyer with some of BSP includinq Fahmyie and all . ferst i went to meet Wan Acai, Junior and their clan at City Hall . but later they needed to qo to Vivo City . so i taq alonq wit BSP as sumbody said she was qonna be around ther too . she qave me hiqh hopes of meetinq , but then all tat was shattered when at th struck of midniqht, she still wasn't by my side . i knew all too well that she was havinq too much fun with her fwens or whoever uqhs . im freakinq mad sia ! i was lyke this is th third tyme, what she tryinq to say ? if you dont lyke me or what just say uqh, please .. im beqqinq you sia . i feel so dumb sia at ther . my fwens were dancinq th niqht away and i was sittinq down ther alone . haish . i told myself never to drink aqain, ever . but bcos of this small matter, or rather biq to me, i drank cups of vodka, jim bean and amsterdam . wah ! den mabok sebok . but all that over uqhs . okay i know i complain too much . i quess i just need a listeninq ear or just write it down sumwher . truthfully, i know im chanqed by this thinq and criuzly i dont lyke it but when i open my heart, people take advantaqe . so this heart will close . it will open only when i hear words of sincerity frem her . lets just say fer now, th word LOVE SUCKS !! i hate it . 
hmms, i just wanna say sumtinq to her . err, you know . even if you were cauqht up with fwens or what, i can come and meet you if you said you couldn't come to my place . but you sound so confident sia that you cominq . so i waited lyke fuck you know . if only you knew what im feelinq rite now, how you wish you could really turn back tyme . since you dont want to meet me, all i qot to say ish enjoy your lyfe aites . try not to paitow other quys th way you did to me . i remembered that you were scared that i would leave/iqnored you, but looks lyke rite now im th one qettinq "dump" . yea, th way you treat me, i feel lyke trash . thanks alot ! niways happy new year yea ? well fer you it is happy, but me ? hahs . nebmyne , i know who i am . thanks aqain :')
arrqqh !! FUCK !! dah lame sak aqu tq nanqes pcl pompan . i was qonna qive my all to her if everythinq qoes well beyy it turns out this way . wtf sia ! haish . whye  ish th world so cruel to me ? whye ? im better off dead sia lyke this . don't wait till im dead then you'll meet me . hope not . please fer once . lets just meet can ?

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