heys peepos ! im here aqain . hahas ! so err, i have had any sleep now . im missinq sumbody rite now, maybe thats th reason whye . hahs . kays i just lied sumtinq to sumone dear to me, it was yesterday i think . its about sumtinq i post at fb .
"of all th people, i should have known better sumtinq lyke this was qonna happen . i just let my quard down, aqain . hahs ."
this was initial meant for you :( storyy ish lyke this, i dont tell you my feelinqs . but i kinda fallinq fer you but i didnt want to spoil th friendship we had, so thats whye i kept it to myself . but i knew sumtinq lyke this on th net ish just to qud to be true . so i kept tellinq myself, that this will end all too soon cos you will probably find a quy or miqht qet back wit your ex or sumtinq . so now you understand how it relates to th post i made rite ? hmms . i dont know what to do now cos i know once you read this thinqs will be different so i quess i prepared myself ferst . whatever you wanna do bout this is up to you aites ? :) takecare now . sorry fer lyinq . :(
kays now i qet that off my chest, i have been thinkinq bout how my past r/s endinq . some of you also asked me rite ? so i quess i finally qot th answer . i was qoin thru my mcqs and found it . so i thouqht i wanna share it wit you quys , as it means notinq now . here qoes ..
Between Me and Her
Her November 12 at 8:00pm
ouh skrnq aku tauw ahsal kao kemarok nk g geylang . nor ahder kn ? nyh kao ckp kao tk nk break promish kao ? lancutt , ouhh rupe blakang aku kao cntct dgn dhe , kao jmper dhe . check2 blakang aku kao maen dgn dhe . hah . kao nk sgt kn dgn dhe g uhh !! skrng dh tkder org nk halang kao g geylang perr . tkder org halang kao panggel lina "BHY" lagy . gogogogogo . pegy dgn kao nye puki !
bhy sumpah lpas hari tuari i tq jmpe dye sak .
whye cant u just trust me lyke i alwaeys trusted u ?
pliz luqh . i stakat tanyer jeq per dye dtq qeylanq ke tq .
i tq contact dye pon seyy . u tqmo mepek uqh .
pliz luqh bhy, stop nieq sumerq can ?
Her November 15 at 4:12pm
you ckp nk start a new ? ader you nk carik i?ader you nk msg i ? and you adr ingat our 3mnthsary ? haish . just do what you want to do uh .
dah luqh u . i tqnq qado laqyk, so klao u rase u tqleyy accept diri i laqyk den tqpe uqh . i move on jeq kaeys .
Her November 23 at 8:49pm
okayy , you nk sgt kan move on ? okayy , fine ! i bare with it ~ B Y E !
Go happyhappy dgn ex kesayangan you .
hmms . if it makes you feel any better - i nqan ex i dah tqde pape lanqsunq okaeys . i dh ckp nqan dye i tqnq ad pape nqan dye laqyk .
so please, dont make me do th same to you .
Dh luh . Now i want an answer . You maseh nk dgn i tknk ? Klao tk nk then okayy i tk pakse
mesty laqh you tq pakse, you nqah enjoy sinqle lyfe per . hahs !
untoq i klao you happie den bqos . i rela nqok you happie dripde mataer nqan i . pcl i tawu kte tqkn same mcm ulu laqyk . tis ish the facts . im tryinq to face all tis so you can be happie . so just peqy enjoy your sinqle lyfe kaeys .
Hmm , you nk kte together happy ? Go and change yr attitude . I enjoy bt I know my limit .
my attitude ehk ? hmms .
Her December 4 at 11:27pm
Dh uh lantak. For you im the one yg attitude kn ? Okay go with yr whoever you want . Bye !
be happy kay . bye :)
Her December 9 at 3:44am
Iskisk , its a must . Thnks ehyy . Kao pon .
this was what happen . but of cos, not bcos of this alone we broke off . ther were other mcqs but i cant find 'em . as you quys see, i was beqqinq rite ? yea , im a sucker fer love that is . hahs . but i realise i made some mystakes too . so now its no use . she's enjoyinq her lyfe, as am i . but fer me probs dont qo away overnite . i face them if i can . althouqh at tymes i run away frem them too . kay tyme check 5:11 . i'd better qo to sleep now . so tired . challos ! :)
Labels: love means nothinq rite now
