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Saturday, January 1

hey peeps ! just now, qo qhost-huntinq wit few people . it was fun cos ad special qadqet and all . while explorinq th house, ader bende tuqh tap my shoulder pdehal i was th last person sia at th  back . turn around tqde pape . hahas ! ornq ckp klao bertemu nqan bende tuqh, nnti jatoh saket . harap'harap 2moro tq demam sdah cos ade traininq seyy (:


i realize my mystake bout what i said and did . and admitted it all . dah ask fer forqiveness and also been forqiven ~ i think . everythinq dah okays uqhs . but just as i tot everythinq could qo back to what it was ~ hopes were really hiqh, i read sumtinq tat i understand all to well . haish . nieq bkan thinkinq neqatif uqhs but what more can it mean rite when sumbody say tat they are hopinq nobody will come in between them and tat sumbody special and make it worse . speechless doh ! it explains everythinq now . haha .. :'(


alyph'alyph, kaw memanq hopeless snqt'snqt . hahs . nampak nyer kaw kene let qo yer ? aqain ..


i checked on my fwens recently . especially those who used to be so closed to me and have shared their storyy wit me . last tyme they sound so sincere bout lovinq their boif and qerlf . now it seems that most have found that strenqth to carry on whether it is bcos they didnt want to hurt their boif or whether they qot cheated . i understand them cos i used to be lyke that and to find that strenqth . but now i dont thik i'll able to do so . it just happens too fast that i feel that i'm still in shock . now i'm just qonna wait fer one day wher sumbody will wake me up and tell me that everythinq will be okay . and im just wishinq that it will be her . but i know this ish just a dream that i'll never wake up from . i'm tryinq so hard to think positive up to a point that i dont notice what had happen . i can literally feel my heart ache just thinkinq bout it . i dont think anybody ever feel th way i do . dont believe me ? put your ear close to my heart and you hear it compressinq so hard and it beats even harder . so what im sayinq is, continue doinq this and you miqht as well kill me . i once said "this love will qo far", you aqreed before . now ? hahs . im not blaminq you or what, dont think it tat way, im just sayinq only . so really i envy my fwens on havinq that strenqth ~

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